Something about Him

There was something about him
He was extreme in every possible way
His love of the deepest level
His passion , so intense
His care, like a parent
He didn't know of a middle ground
In his world she learnt
That it was everything
Or nothing at all
He looked through into her scars
And found her waiting for him
He surrounded her and captured from the world
Brought her to a place where everything was so perfect
She couldn't have been better
She thought she couldn't be happier than this
But he proved her wrong everytime
He took her higher and higher everytime
Together they flew upwards in their happiness
For him it was her honest self
For her it was his passion

He made her look into her self
Like never before
Her fire had faded away with the storms
He re-ignited her
And now she burns
She burns brighter than ever
He fuels with his love everyday
And she burns in his love

A Different World

Like any two people they built their world
Slowly and slowly
Their feelings, thoughts and words formed into some wonderful place

They spent most of their time there
A place they created in their heads
Above the world and above everyone else

Floated away in the clouds
Clouds of euphoria all around
Surrounded with…
laughter of innocence
Sight of beauty
Music of soul

They lived in the blissful memories and
Picturesque dreams

Sometimes they looked below and mocked at the world
Like they were the Gods above
Leaving everything negative below
Judgemental
Sadness
Pain

Things had to be pure to float and to reach their world
And that is why it was so special to them
Now the below world often pulls them
and they remain tied below

Trips they take
Whenever they can
To escape
To meet
To live actually

A world which doesn't exist in reality
But it means to them more

Lost

A loss was a realization....

Of immense happiness that i felt....

Of the moments that i actually lived...

Of the guilt for mistakes that i did

Loss brought me to new world

New reality...

New possibilities...

New constraints....

I have to learn to live without...

I have to accept the emptiness...

I have to take my eyes off the past and look ahead...

It’s difficult although.... 

but you continue anyways...

I m in love with a person who isn't real now...

I m in love with memories

I m in love with a time which has passed...

And this undefinable love gives a real strength 

but still so many gains cant ever be compared to what i have lost...

Simply Love

If loving u had types to select from....
I would love u in everyway...

If love meant expressing...
All day I would say....

If love meant to win....
farthest u I wud chase...

If love meant admiring...
Uninterrupted I would gaze...

If love meant surrendering....
I would be ur slave....

Unexpected

I didn’t want you to loose or win

I really didn’t want anything

I expected nothing

Pretending neutral

Hiding sorrow from the world

You found me

Gave me without asking

What I really need

Deep down which I plead

Simply made me feel love

Like sparkling stone in dark

You made me smile

Washed away my hurt

I am transparent when you look at me

Ur look goes down to the core

I didn’t want you to fall for me

But still… you held me…picked me up

Even with scars all over me

You looked at me

Like nothings wrong

So easily you made me feel love

I found you at the most unexpected hour

Like a warm holding hand in dark

On the way out

Towards a new start

All in Love

Don’t go away.... it doesn’t feel good...

It’s okay even if you don’t say a thing....

I don even want your thoughts to fade...

Don’t just leave me alone...

Coz this world is cruel....

Cruel from in and out... cruel to the core

I may be strong....

I can face a lot of troubles...

Let me feel weak.... let me feel surrendered...

Let me jus sit down...

Let me look at you...

Let me look at those comforting eyes....

Its funny, that I m so happy even with your thoughts...

I m high... even with your sight...

Only a touch and I m satisfied...

Let me feel weak about you...

It makes me feel strong... strong in love...

I have happily lost.... lost to you....to your love...

Acceptance is only for the intriguing mind...

When the heart has let u in...

Why myself should I bind...

Love is not meant to hold....

It’s meant to flow....

Need

What I needed it didn't come.....
Unnecessary came to me in whole sum .....
I didn't need beauty or fair....
just a warm hug when I was scared....


I didn't need luxury maybe I wanted it....
But something dat I really needed was a peaceful place to sit....
u poured abundant when nothing there was to hold....
Support was forgotten in distress and I was left alone.....


When I gave nd gave everything u cribbed....
Feels like everything is in vain I feel ripped....
Blaming me dat I cud never get anything right....
But did u ever feel that atleast I tried....


U forgot I guess... U gave what u wanted to....
Forgot to give what was the actual need....
Forgot wat u were supposed to do.....
I  didn't want complicated or things from above.....
pure nd simple.... need was love......

Bravery

Bravery is not Courage...
its a form of fear....
Fear of loosing something or some one....
Considering the value of else....
More than urself...
Wonders what dis feeling can do...
coz this fear is not bad...
its not diseased with self obsession..
Bravery is the most beautiful form of fear...
its pure...unblocked by wasteful thoughts
its simple... not complicated or binded...
Its a meaningful fear which overcomes
which overcomes another ...... fear....

Rain

Like a stagnant water i felt
filled with dirt...mud like hell...
the sun was drying me up
thirsty earth absorbing me...


Loosing my existence....
looking at the sky with pain...
oh here u come... come o rain....


Fill me up with pleasure...
dont let me drain....
Fill me up with pleasure...
let me overflow...


Flow into the deep sea...
where i can run thoroughly...
Feel myself....feel me...
Feel the cool depth sometime...
or be flirty with the naughty wind...
tease the shores coming forth and back...
let me play...let the bruises heal...


o rain o rain...
together always we may be not...
but the moments with u can never be forgot


U pour life into me...
i m thirsty for more....don leave...
but the cycle of nature has to flow...
we meet and part....
have to let each oder go...


Don be sad o rain...
i form u...
and u make me full again...
we make each others existence...
erasing our selves away...
we live our life through exchange....