Lost

A loss was a realization....

Of immense happiness that i felt....

Of the moments that i actually lived...

Of the guilt for mistakes that i did

Loss brought me to new world

New reality...

New possibilities...

New constraints....

I have to learn to live without...

I have to accept the emptiness...

I have to take my eyes off the past and look ahead...

It’s difficult although.... 

but you continue anyways...

I m in love with a person who isn't real now...

I m in love with memories

I m in love with a time which has passed...

And this undefinable love gives a real strength 

but still so many gains cant ever be compared to what i have lost...