A loss was a realization....
Of immense happiness that i felt....
Of the moments that i actually lived...
Of the guilt for mistakes that i did
Loss brought me to new world
New reality...
New possibilities...
New constraints....
I have to learn to live without...
I have to accept the emptiness...
I have to take my eyes off the past and look ahead...
It’s difficult although....
but you continue anyways...
I m in love with a person who isn't real now...
I m in love with memories
I m in love with a time which has passed...
And this undefinable love gives a real strength
but still so many gains cant ever be compared to what i have lost...
