Lamp

Burning is my life....
Illuminating but hot inside....
the wind is trying to evade me.... Perish my existence....
But I m not done yet....


The dark is trying to cover me up...
But I vl still give light....
try as hard as u can try wind....


Ur cold and unwanted.... I am warm nd bright....
u try hard flowing smoothly....
nd I m struggling....
Almost down but not stopping....


U think I have faded away....
but hey there's still warmth left...
enough to lighten up deep darkest of depth.....
coz burning is my life....
Hot but illuminating light

Need

What I needed it didn't come.....
Unnecessary came to me in whole sum .....
I didn't need beauty or fair....
just a warm hug when I was scared....


I didn't need luxury maybe I wanted it....
But something dat I really needed was a peaceful place to sit....
u poured abundant when nothing there was to hold....
Support was forgotten in distress and I was left alone.....


When I gave nd gave everything u cribbed....
Feels like everything is in vain I feel ripped....
Blaming me dat I cud never get anything right....
But did u ever feel that atleast I tried....


U forgot I guess... U gave what u wanted to....
Forgot to give what was the actual need....
Forgot wat u were supposed to do.....
I  didn't want complicated or things from above.....
pure nd simple.... need was love......

Bravery

Bravery is not Courage...
its a form of fear....
Fear of loosing something or some one....
Considering the value of else....
More than urself...
Wonders what dis feeling can do...
coz this fear is not bad...
its not diseased with self obsession..
Bravery is the most beautiful form of fear...
its pure...unblocked by wasteful thoughts
its simple... not complicated or binded...
Its a meaningful fear which overcomes
which overcomes another ...... fear....

The Dive

Have u felt the fear of height?
Standing high above
looking below.... a fearful sight
Sometimes it just feels to turn back right away
next moment u say to urslef
u have to do it anyway...
thousands of thought of calculation & implication
its not something easy
Lack of self confidence...hesitation...
u have to overcome your own fear
come up so far.... nd ur so near
Suddenly the thoughts of ur MIND stops
hearing the inner voice say
NOW is the time...drop...
then give away ur self control
u embrace gravity
in the mid air u stroll
Feel the hurting pleasurable splash
u enter into the water
eyes closed....everythings silent
u don hear the harsh air...
Going down and den swim up...
its the best feeling....
U come out.....feel the air...feel the world..
can see.... can hear.... can feel...
Come up to the shore....
come back to reality....

Time......

Time is funny

though it runs...as it does

every moment is feels its diiferent... seperate... or apart...

sometimes u get lost... in thoughts

feel like years have passed...

and sometimes even the longest of moments

feels that long it did not last...

the beauty of it is that we can't control

stop, forward, rewind or make it fast...

u cant see it or hold it...

but still locked up in its bars

Time is beautiful... time is like a lover...

it makes u long for it

it makes u crave.....

Makes u love madly,

somtimes its painful  brutal  & hate,

it makes u feel careful, coward or silly

sometimes focused, unfearful and brave

it shows extreme sides of urself

deep burried inside u, ur qualities...

streches it to greatest length

its the thing we have to pass through

Be happy excited dull or jus cry

every moment is different

feel each feeling... give everything a try......

Rain

Like a stagnant water i felt
filled with dirt...mud like hell...
the sun was drying me up
thirsty earth absorbing me...


Loosing my existence....
looking at the sky with pain...
oh here u come... come o rain....


Fill me up with pleasure...
dont let me drain....
Fill me up with pleasure...
let me overflow...


Flow into the deep sea...
where i can run thoroughly...
Feel myself....feel me...
Feel the cool depth sometime...
or be flirty with the naughty wind...
tease the shores coming forth and back...
let me play...let the bruises heal...


o rain o rain...
together always we may be not...
but the moments with u can never be forgot


U pour life into me...
i m thirsty for more....don leave...
but the cycle of nature has to flow...
we meet and part....
have to let each oder go...


Don be sad o rain...
i form u...
and u make me full again...
we make each others existence...
erasing our selves away...
we live our life through exchange....