Little Moments

Little Moments of Madness
is all that I have

Little Moments of no Logic
is all that I have

A little loss of identity
is all that I have

A little forgetfulness
is all that I have

Concealed

You don’t know how sad am I,

Because I smile

Everyday….

You don’t know I want to cry

But I try hard in everyway…

Everyway that I can

To look out what’s worth

And what’s not

I look there are more meaningful things around

I try so hard sometimes

It’s not so easy I have to say,

Yeah, I’m hiding my true face,

Because that’s not what you want to see,

That’s not interesting… That cannot amaze

I’m an actor… that you can say

Because I follow a script…and life’s a play

Still the hurt holds me so tight,

I’m not down…. Giving it a tough fight…

Even though beneath the pressured world

I dream to fly…

Sometimes it’s damn frustrating

Sometimes fun to be a ride...

Quitting is easy, because losing is hard

There are always two outcomes

We forget the other one…

Not to forget that if you try…

Defeat itself can be defeated…

Winning can come…  Strive

Life.... a difficult journey

Nothing in this world lures me

Fame, love, power,

All are nothing but just fate,

Those who have it are greedy for more

Always not to have, but the want to have

Happiness is jus like orgasm

Lasts only for few moments

I m afraid sometimes

Not to be normal

Not to feel sad when you’re supposed to

Not to feel excited... u have to be told to

I m not scared to look bad, untidy, or unorganised

i m afraid of  being looked upto...

Afraid that the glance may just halt outside of me

it would  not want to penetrate beneath....

Beneath what actually lies

what actually  me is described

Can be discovered with effort and time

Coz beauty can be deceiving...

This world gives me every reason to cry...

Not to live...to end it all and die...

Makes me feel hurt... betrayed...

And then suddenly...

Gives you one reason....

One reason to breathe...

Likes it’s saying you out courtesy LIVE...

Then I laugh to myself and say

Let’s give life a chance...

Let’s see what it has to give...

Lamp

Burning is my life....
Illuminating but hot inside....
the wind is trying to evade me.... Perish my existence....
But I m not done yet....


The dark is trying to cover me up...
But I vl still give light....
try as hard as u can try wind....


Ur cold and unwanted.... I am warm nd bright....
u try hard flowing smoothly....
nd I m struggling....
Almost down but not stopping....


U think I have faded away....
but hey there's still warmth left...
enough to lighten up deep darkest of depth.....
coz burning is my life....
Hot but illuminating light

Time......

Time is funny

though it runs...as it does

every moment is feels its diiferent... seperate... or apart...

sometimes u get lost... in thoughts

feel like years have passed...

and sometimes even the longest of moments

feels that long it did not last...

the beauty of it is that we can't control

stop, forward, rewind or make it fast...

u cant see it or hold it...

but still locked up in its bars

Time is beautiful... time is like a lover...

it makes u long for it

it makes u crave.....

Makes u love madly,

somtimes its painful  brutal  & hate,

it makes u feel careful, coward or silly

sometimes focused, unfearful and brave

it shows extreme sides of urself

deep burried inside u, ur qualities...

streches it to greatest length

its the thing we have to pass through

Be happy excited dull or jus cry

every moment is different

feel each feeling... give everything a try......