Battling in Dark

 

Big dark fiery creature

Trying to scare me with your eyes

Can't wash away my strength

Can't blow away my nature

You are physically large

Might leave impact on many

Still I don't feel small

U can hold me, make me starve

Digging deep your claws

Making me scream, bleed

Giving me immense pain

I am not the one with flaws

You can just be selfish and cruel

I can do a lot

Be strong, determined, Believer, Thinker, Simpler

You are the ugly and brutal... I am not 

Thou can't vanish me, I'll stay

I will not stop fighting

U can hold me, not stop

You.... You don't write my fate

I make my own way

Concealed

You don’t know how sad am I,

Because I smile

Everyday….

You don’t know I want to cry

But I try hard in everyway…

Everyway that I can

To look out what’s worth

And what’s not

I look there are more meaningful things around

I try so hard sometimes

It’s not so easy I have to say,

Yeah, I’m hiding my true face,

Because that’s not what you want to see,

That’s not interesting… That cannot amaze

I’m an actor… that you can say

Because I follow a script…and life’s a play

Still the hurt holds me so tight,

I’m not down…. Giving it a tough fight…

Even though beneath the pressured world

I dream to fly…

Sometimes it’s damn frustrating

Sometimes fun to be a ride...

Quitting is easy, because losing is hard

There are always two outcomes

We forget the other one…

Not to forget that if you try…

Defeat itself can be defeated…

Winning can come…  Strive

Give it all away

I gave it all away for every little thing.....

Didn't want anything...

Similarly this world wud give me away for unselfish reason....

To unbind the knots....to forget every season....

 Leave the tangibles behind....

Nobody could then me find.....

This feeling of lonliless...

Life meaningless....

But out there would mean nothing....

 No touch no smell no fear of a thing...

No joy no sorrow no feeling...

One day I would give everything away...

Taken from the world...

Given to it back....

Wouldn't even take my body...

Pass through a portal....

Out the world... out of the black....

I don't know where I will reach...

But sure I am on my way....

Every moment I m closer....Every moment I m away.....

One day I would give it all away...

Not for anyone...

But for myself to fade....